if u are scared or worried or stressed please just remember that even if you mess up super badly, doggies on the street will still tug on their owners when u walk by because they wanna say hello to u so badly
He came into my life, at one of the lowest points. 10 pounds down from not eating for 3 weeks after a pretty bad breakup with my ex of a year and 3 months, he comforted me and told me I was amazing. We grew closer, spending almost everyday together. He told me we would get married, have 3 kids, and even get a bunny. He made me laugh and love like I never have before, he made me laugh from anything. He cherished me and told me he would call me every day when he went back to college. I was the first girl to ever come to his house. That made me feel really special. He pleaded with me when I told him this would probably just be a summer fling, and he told me our relationship was more than that. When he told me he loved me for the first time while observing picasso, and he was scared to do so cause he thought I didn’t feel the same. When he shared that he hates who he has become, but I supported him all the way. I love him so much but he needs a break. I think I need a break too. I’ve been so entangled in relationships for the past year and a half, I can’t possibly fathom being alone. But there’s a difference to being alone and lonely and I need to learn that. I’m not unwanted, I’m just waiting for a better moment in my life. I really love him and would do anything for him. And he told me when he changes himself, he will be back.in that time, I’m gonna put my life on track. And I hope that’s true. Because I love him so much and I really can’t comprehend losing him.
You can’t really love someone until you love youself. And I think that’s what I have to learn.